Among the people who have been sitting in the rock for a very long time and have done very well there, I belong. I have also been educated for a long time, so I should be called intelligent, and I should feel so.
But without hesitation, I admit that this is not always the case. I don\’t know who the people around me think of me as, but personally I don\’t think of myself as a person of bright spirit. Exactly the opposite.
Even though I have a college degree, I see a lot of things like calves at the gates. Or maybe I look like a plowed mouse. Or I can\’t believe my eyes and feel like my senses are deceiving me.

As is already the case in our region, I feel my weakness, especially when I hear our politicians talk (and not just) about economic issues.
We are hearing how our economy is doing. And somehow, comparing how our economy can prosper if we live in all situations of (state) debt is so hard in our heads that we are turning red.
Recently, I have heard about the risk of deflation and how to support price rises to achieve “healthy inflation.” And inflation was even higher than it was said to be healthy. And I did not understand what inflation is good for. So, what else to devalue the money, and therefore to save the crown more than once in the crown and deprive ordinary people.
I listen to wise advice on how to save for difficult periods of life, especially for an old age pension that is not enough for me to live. But at the same time, I see how inflation is biting into the money in current accounts and similar products, and how I should invest in something more profitable.Here, I will not get rich in a short time, and nothing may come back in the long term.Because risk is a risk, and no one is responsible for anything.
From all sides, I hear how to take out a favorable mortgage or loan. How profitable it is, how easily it pays off, and how I make money from it. But when 10/1 of the citizens are detained by the bailiffs for not being able to repay the debt, and when all the loans have to pay interest, I see that I end up losing it.

And my biggest shame is that I can\’t even count my salary. Yet almost it was not always added because I have already been paid by the state, which has told me many times through the media how many percent my salary will increase. And – just such an interesting pearl – it did not always work out in my favor.
I should just be smart. And with a math degree from the state university, I should be able to do a lot of math. But I\’m not good at it.
No matter how I calculate, I always think that from this “economic miracle” there will come a day to starve and die.